Burnt Toast

Have you ever been burnt out?

Have you ever been so burnt out you feel like burnt toast?

I have, it isnt very, fun you feel:

• exhausted
• lazy
• bored
• defeted
• unmotivated
• uninspired
• dead inside
• and much much more!!!
  
  
  

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  I've never been more burnt,

  
  
  I'm tosted,
  I'm burnt,
  I've been in here for to long,
  Take me out,
  please!
  It hurts!
  I cant stand it much longer!
  just let me out!

  
  

  I don't wanna do anything.
  My life feels without purpous,
  But that doesnt matter,
  Because I have shit to do.

  What shit you may ask?
  Well I've got:

  • art history homework
  • design homework
  • printing homework
  • grocery shopping
  • making dinner
  • doing the dishes
  • cleaning the litterbox
  • cleaning the toilet
  • vacuming my room
  • and so on and so forth...

  So you see I don't have time to be depressed.
  I don't have time to be tired, I don't have time to be burnt out
  
  

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  Even if I wanted to I couldnt.

  I just cant do it. It hurts to do my work. It hurts to get out of bed its like when you touch something hot and your brain tells you "OH SHIT TAKE YOUR HAND OFF OF THAT!" except instead of touching something hot my brain is on fire and I can't put it out. Quitting is my only fire extinguisher and it feels like every time I do my work I'm just reignighting my brain.

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  I just need a break,
  
  Just a break,
  
  Like 4 days to do nothing,
  
  I just need a break,
  
  Maybe more than 4 days,
  Maybe like a month,
  
  Just a little break,
  
  Maybe more than a month,
  Maybe like 2 or 3 months,
  
  I just need a little break,
  
  Actually I think I might just quit,
  
  A break isn't enough,
  
  I'm going to break before I get one,
  
  I just need a break before I break,
  

  Because I'm breaking.

  
  

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  If a tree falls in the woods and no one hears it, does it make a sound?

  If a person cries for help but doesn't get any, will they ask again?